<3 I wish I had a guy…
who will give me his favorite sweatshirt,
let me wear his winning teams’ hat whenever I want,
will be with me because he wants to not because he has to,
will know how much my friends mean to me,
will let me pick what movie we watch,
will treat my family like his own,
surprise me when I’m feeling bad,
wipe my tears away when they fall,
call me for no reason at all,
give me compliments about the way I look,
will take me to watch the SuNsEt,
who won’t be embarrassed to introduce me to his friends,
will pick me first for his team,
will love me for who I am,
makes me smile for no reason at all,
gives me butterflies everytime he looks at me,
will think of the cutest reasons to kiss me,
will lay with me and watch the stars,
will hold my hand whenever we walk together,
will meet me by my locker and walk me to class,
will carve our names in a tree,
will hold me close when we dance,
will treat me like royalty,
will treat me like his best friend,
will fight with me just so we can make up,
who won’t be afraid to tease me,
will listen to me,
will be honest with me,
will make up playful nicknames for me,
will bring me soup when I’m sick,
won’t be afraid to cheer me on,
won’t purposely let me win,
will remember important dates like our first kiss and 5 month anniversary,
will kiss me in the pouring rain,
will tell me he loves me and actually mean it,
and most of all tell me I’m AMAZING.
Too bad fairytales don’t come true. <3
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OMG
!!! I can't wait till it is over! Almost all of my friends are in Beta, and are going to be in New Orleans untill Sunday... I mean I'm happy that they are good and all, but still ya know... I guess that's what I get for not being smart... Oh well I'm going to Tennessee maybe Thursday! I hope I get to ya know, cause I love to go shopping and that's what we would be doing... I have to baby-sit until then... Tomorow I have a camping trip with my Church but I really don't know If I want to go or not!! I'm probally only going to go if my mom makes me, but I know she won't.... Wednesday I have gymnastics and I can't miss that, or I don't think I can? But yea I'm just going to go... LY
... I mean I think most of the time I like ne boy that I see... But I think I actually LIKE somebody right now... I mean I donno why I like him I just do... And well that's bout all... But today hasn't been so good 
?? But then I got home and did absoutly nothing... I mean I was like geting ready to go crazy cause I had like nothing to do... Cigi was gonna come over here and I was gonna make her a Cd, and show her how to use a Mp3 player but her dad wouldn't drive her over here and my mom was to busy to go get her... SO I got on here and just did nothing... Cept I did make a new cd.. I found out that a girl broke up with her boyfriend, cause she thoughnt he was flirting with me... I thought that was just really sad.... I feel really bad for her... But honestly I don't think he was... But that's ok, cause I donno... But yea I have been kinda pissed off lately...I mean with cheerleading and just a bunch of other junk... I mean I think people are just trying to find ways to piss me off, and they are doing a GREAT job... But that's all I'm like gonna go and eat Ice~cream cause I wanna..LYL
... And check E~mail, and jump on the tramplane!